In my last
entry I gave away a lot more about myself than I ever intended in this blog.
Originally I endeavoured to be completely anonymous – trying not to reveal my
location, my job, even my sex. This was partly because this blog was not
supposed to be about me, but to deal with more abstract concepts –
although of course, as thematically it revolves solely around my personal
wonder and worrying, it is in fact entirely, unavoidably, egotistically and
uninterestingly about me, probably laying aspects of my inner psyche horribly
bare to anyone who can read. The attempt at anonymity was also partly because I
was paranoid about making some kind of false move or faux-pas in the
blogosphere that would cost me my job, or cause some such miserable scandal of
the type only social media can dish out, as we hear about so often (“teenager’s
misspelt text message goes viral”…)
Of course,
I’m sure to any vaguely astute reader, I have naively revealed all about myself
numerous times. However, in returning to the blog I have purposely relinquished
some of that anonymity for various reasons. Although I don’t intend this blog
to be about motherhood (I’m sure there are plenty of blogs out there dealing
more efficiently and helpfully with such a subject), my everyday life is still
so greatly taken up by the unavoidably female aspects of parenthood –
namely, recovering from childbirth and breastfeeding – that I imagine it will
inevitably show through in my writing. Furthermore, there is simply so much more
interesting stuff on the internet that I’m sure nobody is really likely to find
or care what I write.
So what
else have I given away in previous entries? I have referred to my “other half”
or my “partner”, so not so much to learn there. The reader knows that I live in
or near a city with a tram service, and I may have mentioned mountains
somewhere. I’m a teacher – and I imagine my subject area can easily be guessed (answers
on the back of a postcard please. I wonder why they say that anyway. Whoever
writes on the front of a postcard?) I have a sister, and I have lost at
least two grandparents and a mother (for that matter, so has she). I like music
(ooh, and so much more there).
And who
cares anyway?
Anyway, as
a breastfeeding, sleep-deprived mum of two with a house to look after
(somewhere) and a job to do (teaching something), I guess I should be in bed
rather than rambling further.
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